the day when i felt i am such a looser girl who is being pushed by everyone around me. i dunno why it could happen or how it were start. it comes naturally maybe. i won’t cry although when i typing this, my tears are burst. ALLAH, give me strength to face this problem and situation 😦

dejavu

Aku bukan lemah tanpa cinta
Hanya tidak mampu sendiri tanpanya
Biarkan aku menangis kerna derita

Dia hadir mengubatkan rindu
Mengajarkan aku erti cinta
Namun semua tidak seindah ku sangka

Dialah yang aku inginkan
Dia cinta yang kudambakan
Namun semua hanya tinggal mimpi
Terpisahnya cinta

Aku harus melupakannya
Aku harus memadam rasa
Namun hati tidak pernah mampu
Melepas kau pergi

Dialah yang aku inginkan
Dia cinta yang kudambakan
Namun semua hanya tinggal mimpi
Terpisahnya cinta

Setelah sedar dari mimpi
Harus ku terus hidup tanpamu
Kini ku pasrah segalanya
Tentang cinta

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yeayhh. i need someone now. i can’t be alone .

I never wanted it to be over. I thought we had everything going for us. I thought our love was strong enough to overcome the distance. You made me happy from day one, and I never looked down on you. My feelings for you grew faster and faster everyday even though it was only a short amount of time. I learned to love you, and when you were mine, I felt like the luckiest girl in the world.
I never imagined that one day, you would be gone from me. One day, you were not mine anymore. One day, we would just be friends. You made a huge impact in my life, and I really wish we weren’t over. I miss you more and more everyday, it hurts. I’m not sure if distance was the really reason why our relationship terminated, but thanks for protecting me from the hurt in the furure. I know that my feelings for you are not going away anytime soon. I fell fast and hard for you, that’s why. And now I try to text you, but no reply. It gets my mind thinking that you broke up with me for a different reason or you just don’t want to talk to me or I’m a bother to you. Who knows if I’m right or wrong.
One thing is for sure, I don’t care what has happened, I love you and I miss you so damn much babe.. I’m trying to stay strong, but I wish I was still holding on to you.

PAIN !

i think i should done this long time before !

yeayh ! definitely ! u know why?

it is because now i am prefer typing all my problem rather than share it.

dunno why.. arghh